I had to get through these doors in order to do something. I can’t remember what but there was this guy that I didn’t know and was helping me. He was kind of mean but was willing to help me. I the middle of the dream a baby showed up. He had to go get something in order for me to get through the doors. I begged him not to leave me and the baby but he did anyway and reassured me everything was going to be ok. I was falling in love with him. He was taking to long. I killed myself in the dream but didn’t wake up in real life. Instead everything went blurry and I regained consciousness. That’s never happened in a dream before. I woke up in the dream to him carrying me and the baby to the door. He was begging me to wake up. He managed to bring me to the door. I was so in love with him at this point. He wasn’t going in. I was so confused and scared and asked why he wasn’t coming with me and the baby. He said he couldn’t go in. He ended up dying. Then I woke up.
This dream may represent feelings of vulnerability, reliance on others, love, and loss. The doors symbolize a passage or a transition in your life, and the unknown guy helping you through may represent assistance or support that you are seeking in real life. The conflicting emotions of his meanness but willingness to help suggest inner conflicts you may be facing regarding accepting help or trusting others. The appearance of the baby could symbolize new beginnings or aspects of yourself that need nurturing and protection. Your feelings of falling in love with the guy in the dream could reflect a desire for connection, support, or intimacy. The moment you killed yourself in the dream may indicate feelings of hopelessness, desperation, or a need for escape. The blurriness and loss of consciousness could represent a lack of clarity or confusion in your waking life. The dream taking an unexpected turn with the guy carrying you and the baby to the door after your "death" may suggest a sense of redemption or second chances. His inability to enter the door with you and the baby could symbolize limitations or barriers that prevent him from fully accompanying you on your journey. Overall, this dream may reflect your subconscious feelings of vulnerability, longing for love and support, fears of loss and abandonment, and a desire for resolution or closure. It might be helpful to explore these emotions and themes further to gain insight into your current emotions and experiences.